#LoveYourself

PhotoGrid_1445428779658      Loving yourself doesn’t mean putting yourself first before anything else. It doesn’t mean to be selfish but rather allowing yourself to do things that you love without compromising others. It’s not about taking selfie but rather enjoying things beyond yourself. Sometimes, it is simply as singing your fave song, eating your fave food, listening to your fave love song and even drawing some stuff even if you’re not good at it. Sometimes, loving yourself is just picking some crayon that will make your life colorful and more beautiful.

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Don’t forget it, Love yourself! =)

Before October 2014 Ends

     “There’s a lot of things to complain, a lot of things to struggle, a lot of burden to carry, a lot of situations to handle and even a lot of people and relationships that need some attention.”

      Before my October had started, I already told myself that I’m going to make this month awesome since it is my birth month and indeed a very special month for me. I told myself that I won’t allow anything to mess up those coming days and somehow i’m still thinking how I can really make my October awesome?

     My birthday came and indeed it was one of the best birthday I ever had yet. My friends surprised me with a basket of chocolates (which I really love!) and a compilation of greetings/messages from random (I mean friends) people and what made that day special is when I celebrated it together with my family. That’s more than enough. Well, I thought that’s the beginning of my awesome days but it seems everything turns 360. Final exams are out, feasibility studies defense are coming, a lot of requirements are still to be done, sleepless nights are already part of the cycle. My mind still shouting to finish it well but it seems that my body wants to gave  up already. A lot of things were being compromised, patience becoming shorter, time for my family, time for my self and even my personal time with God are being set aside. And yes i’m still on half way but I already messed up. In a twinkle of an eye, the heaven pop-up in my mind, the place where there’s no more weeping, no more suffering, no more hurt and pain, no more burden to carry. How I wish to go there right now. I can’t stop but to let my tears to fall down, I can’t take this anymore. I really need God. I need to talk to God. Continue reading

Running the Race

     Do you love running, or should I say do you like running? Are you running at all? If yes, may I ask you, what are you running for?

     I like running, I like playing running with other kids when I was a child, being ahead to them make me feels good, being on top of the race makes me feel better. But you know what, I don’t love running at all, it’s just I run because I want to compete with somebody. When i won, i feel great, when i lose, it’s okay, whether i win or lose, it doesn’t matter at all. Growing up, I still see running as an act of exerting effort to release my body fats, just for the sake of my body to be fit. Running as an act of escaping from something or from someone else. Running as an act of just passing by and cutting the finish line. I run but I don’t have the passion on it… until I’ve realized that I have something to run for where I need passion just to finish it well… the so-called L-I-F-E. Continue reading

The so-called Life

     When time comes that other people don’t understand you, that’s the time you need to understand them. The best time that God give for you to understand them.

     People have different perspective in life, different perception, different beliefs and different personality that we should be aware of. Sometimes, you misunderstood other people the way they act, you get offended the way they talk to you, you get hurt the way they treat you, and sometimes you feel that you failed because of them. Sometimes, you’re judged by other people because of your mistake, some people look at you because of your imperfection, some people criticize you because you sin differently from what they’ve done, some people look at you badly without looking themselves at the mirror. And the worst thing is because of others, you start blaming yourself and begin to create pity for yourself. Continue reading